That morning was quite in ordination and that was her last morning spent there.
She has been under care of doctor Zeljković for a long time now.
She has remembered of the long talks with her doctor in which was reminded of long lying in her room, constant fear of people's judgement which has brought big tire from which her body was in constant pain.
While she must to went out she has felt large burden in her pluck. Dark she walked down the streets under sun with no end.
That was long and long talks.
But now everything is different. That day she went out while she was breathing in fresh, wet air and looking at people. She was back to home. She pulled charchafs of stuffs, dusted off.
Belive she bought new bed and made rich her home by new, other memories and changed her look.
She has often went to shopping. She has loved her street.
And in the street Lazar was always cram full of things in his store. He has often looked at skinny, tall girl in short dress with rose motifs and curled hair
He has looked at her white skin and she has gave him look full of self confidence.
He has noticed that her passes was more and more rare and her look was gone.
Sandra has had strong wish to achieve. She has opened a store of little stuff for decoration for home and has worked on their distribution. In time her went became very hard and got in every day routine.
She collected last peace of straight for went to her work while she was understanding their significance but that burden in her pluck has been back and she stud again for a long time in her bed.
Contabescence of the soul was smoldering in the quite and and made it self in shape o circle into tear which was falling down the her white cheek.
In her products there is a few people interested and her interest for them is complete gone.
Lazar' s interest for young lady is not gone even it becomes more deeper with her disappearance
In his head there is more and more question:
'Who is she?'
'What she does?'
One late evening he looked at her while she was going down the street.
Her movements was heavy.
He decided to follow her. In next moment he has felt , while he has became more closer, nice, her body's perfume
She scared and has turned to him while she was putting her hair back.
He recoiled. He looked at her for a long time. It was like that it is something blinked in her eyes, she has pulled out her white hand and showed bag in which was big apples.
'Would you like that I make sweet from apple.'
Lazar has said: 'Yes.'
'Sandra', she said
He has take her pulled hand and said his name.
They sited at the warmness of her home and had conversation.
Next summer they made their home bigger because they was fulfilled with first cry of the babies.
They have had twins. Sandra has continued with her work but she was not caring about it.
Sandra understand that whatever would happened she always will have where to come back.
Love that is what gives self confidence and what maintains it.
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